Month: June 2018

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Finding Balance

There are several wellness blogs as well as a host of personal development seminars, books, psychological theories and wellness-exercises with the goal of getting you to live in peace and harmony every day of your life.  Years ago, I was a participant in a wonderful seminar that helped me identify some baggage in my life that was preventing me from achieving greater things and finding that peace that comes from a balanced life.  The best gift from that secular-based seminar, however, was a realization of the God-shaped hole in my life and an intense desire to fill it.

He works ALL things for our good. (Romans 8:28) 😊 Even attending a seminar that told me I could achieve Peace of Mind by balancing these 4 things:

  1. MENTAL (My relationship with money and career)
  2. PHYSICAL (Exercise and nutrition, duh.)
  3. EMOTIONAL (Relationships with others, my chosen attitude, and communication effectiveness)
  4. SPIRITUALITY (My contribution to ‘The Universe’ or Service or Vision or Legacy)

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A Day in MY Life

When I stopped posting last year, there was a coinciding, faltering, step in my spiritual journey. A conflict through which, I would have to struggle. The conflict was a familiar one, but one I started seeing in a new light. Self-reliance, once worn like a crown and a badge of honor, was now being recognized as the sin of PRIDE, and this would continue to be my weakness.

This conflict grew to ridiculous proportions, as I struggled with questions… Is this MY understanding?  Is this Divine Revelation? Is the devil using my Pride to detour my spiritual development? Did God really call me? Am I just bluffing my way in and hoping to fool God?

I know Christians are called to The Great Commission.  But I suddenly found myself questioning my ability to answer the call.  Do I KNOW God? Do I KNOW Jesus, my savior? Does the Holy Spirit REALLY live in me?  Or, do I just think I know? Am I letting the devil have a foothold in me? Is he appealing to my sense of Pride, convincing me that what I KNOW of the Triune God is good enough to spread the ‘Good News’ of salvation.  But, really, my limited knowledge would instead only allow me to be complicit with the Great Deceiver, the Father of Lies! Continue reading “A Day in MY Life”

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Looking Up – My Eulogy

Dear Friends,

If you are hearing these words from lips other than mine, then know that I will do what is in my ability to save you a seat at the table that has already been prepared for us.

I spent far too much of my life here looking around distracted by the many shiny objects promising happiness. I bought into the lies, the marketing, the smooth talkers… even joined their ranks and wore the robes for a while.

I wandered into too many territories of temptation only to find the Wizard wasn’t really a Wizard at all!

I looked around and around and around, but I had forgotten to look up.  Jesus, the Good Shepherd loves every one of His sheep and this wandering sheep heard his call.  When I finally lifted my gaze upward, it was impossible to look anywhere else.

When I moved to Florida, to be near family, there was immediate, overwhelming happiness in my life, it was the closest feeling to home that I felt in many years.  It also brought the realization that I had just experienced a glimpse of the JOY of Heaven – our eternal HOME.

My friends, my family, I pray now that any grief or sadness that you feel, over the departure of me from this life, is fleeting.  Indulge my selfishness and let me say, your loss is my gain.  Therefore, until I see you again, love me by rejoicing for me and focusing on Him. Don’t honor me, honor the One who gave me and continues to give me abundant life!

All glory, honor, and praise to my Savior and my Lord – Jesus. 💕

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So, Where Did We Leave Off?

Almost a year ago, I was searching for a new church to call home.  Since I had made my move to Florida, I felt it was necessary to find a local  church.  There are some great churches in this area and I had found two that I was pretty sure would be my new church home.  I had intended to make a decision after my next trip back from Las Vegas.

I still travel  for work.  Last July, I brought C.S. Lewis with me on the plane, which triggered a conversation with  my seatmates, Darlene and Dan B.  They were moving to Atlanta from the Tampa area; the only thing they were going to miss was their church, theChapel, and Pastor Q.   Sometimes you have to smile at how awesome God is.

I had not heard of theChapel, even though it was fairly close to where I was living.  I promised Darlene I would try theChapel when I got back to town.   (And yes, she texted me to check and make sure I had gone!)

I do love this church.  When I’m out of town, I watch the service on-line, or catch a recording of the message the next day.   The first time I asked my teenage son to listen to a live-stream service, Pastor Q just happened to say that he wished that our local Christian radio station would just one time slip in a Metallica song.  Again, smile at how awesome He is! My son has deemed Pastor Q, ‘relatable’.  In one week, Saturday, June 9th, I will formally commit my life to Christ through Baptism.